kait-y-lin

Hey to anyone who may bother to pass by the page. Took my fancy to take a look at the old stomping ground today and after many failed attempts at trying to remember what my password was, I've finally managed to log back in. I'm not sure why, but I miss this a little. Not enough, unfortunately, to jump back into the deep end with countless shots of me feeling depressed. You'll have to wait till i have time to feel depressed to get those ones! At the moment I don't have enough time to breathe let alone make time for art, so I'll log back in in another month or two and check out what you're all up to. Cya round!

hey everyone
i'm just at work, and incredibly bored
they pretty much have nothing for me to do here
well, they do, its just that they need to organise it
i seem to work too fast for them
but anyway, life goes on
had mcdonalds for lunch today. i say that just to point out the falseness of the statements i made in my previous journal, so no one get worried or anything
and i found out a girl from my old school is actually very sick with anorexia, and is in hospital, so needless to say i'm grateful for all the support you guys gave me - but i really don't have any issues. just bitching, as per usual
so how is everyone else?
i'm thinking of writing a story soon...inspired by work...but i'm not sure it will happen
as you can see, totally lost the photography thing. its just gone - i don't know where, but it is.

latest news: i'm teaching at a dance school and its awesome! i adore it, even though the little girls i teach can sometimes be lazy. but most of the time they're gorgeous so that brings me up to 3 jobs again, plus uni when it comes back. and i'm trying to get into some actual dancing in shows and things (god knows how that will go) but we'll see.

better get back to work!
cya guys!

i hate myself. i hate myself for hating myself.

my mother thinks i'm fat.
she said that to me.
just because she can lose weight, now i have to.
am i fat?
i feel fat now.
i want to stop eating.
just stop, full stop, no more.
end up in hospital, and they'll ask me why i'm there and i'll say because my mother thinks i'm fat.

thats what started this.

don't reply to this, i don't want sympathy, i just have to write it somewhere. and i'm not going to stop eating. like i said, i just have to write.

yes, i am back...from outer space...i have returned from the great beyond, also known as UNI and WORK and omigod life is busy! but hey, exams are coming up and i thought this is the perfect time to start procrastinating and get back into this devart thing. i had like millions of messages, so i had to delete them all. BUT i PROMISE i'm going to check everyone's pages and make sure you're doing the damn good job you should be! hehe

anyways, this isn't really interesting, so carry on with your own busy little lives. hopefully i'll get to chat to you all soon.

oh and by the way, i've kind of lost my appetite for photography, and photomanipulation. i'm just not inspired enough these days. there will probably be a lot more poetry and prose from me. its easier to get your feelings across that way sometimes.

cheers kids! hugs and kisses,
love kaitylin

erm yes, well, there's not really much to say here except that i havent been submitting much...and unfortunately i doubt i will be submitting much more in the next...year....lol, i've started my university degree. let's just say its going to take up lots of time (namely 6:30am to 6:30pm just in contact hours and travel time). on top of that i have to work. so although i still log on and check my messages and try to comment, there won't be much time to create art to submit. i did however do some painting a few weeks ago, so i might submit that. i hope everyone is really well i'm enjoying life at the moment, i hope everyone else is too! Special 'hi' to hereio whom i've not seen in ages! see you all soon